Re: Need help finding a poem- Mother and children separted by languages
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Cobra_spawn (192.168.128.---)
Date: November 05, 2021 08:55PM
Les-
Good heavens, I reread my response, and realized how rude I sounded. Let me apologize for that! So, I actually DID find the poem I was looking for (After thoroughly abusing google and Jeeves), although only part of it was available due to some copywrite resistiction or other. Aparently Poetry Alive! (The traveling group I talked about) is the only available source with the whole thing. I've just contacted them :-) Anyway, this is what I have so far-
-Elena-
My Spanish isn’t enough.
I remember how I’d smile
Listening to my little ones,
Understanding every word they’d say,
Their jokes, their songs, their plots.
Vamos a pedirle dulces a mama. Vamos
But that was in Mexico.
Now my children go to American high schools.
They speak English.
At night,
They sit around the kitchen table,
Laugh with one another.
I stand by the stove and feel dumb. Alone.
I bought a book to learn English.
My husband frowned, drank more beer.
My oldest said,
“Mama, he doesn’t want you to be smarter than he is.”
I’m forty,
Embarrassed at mispronouncing words,
Embarrassed at the laughter of my children,
The grocer,
The mailman.
Sometimes I take my English book
And lock myself in the bathroom,
Say the thick words softly,
For if I stop trying,
I will be deaf,
When my children need my help.
-Pat Mora
Thanks again to everyone who was thoughful enough in helping me! And Les, I apologize again. I shouldn't have sounded so harsh.
_Luna