I have this peom that I would like someone to anaylsis for me. It would be greatly appreciated. Please email me if you have suggestions for possible meanings.


It Always Was



It never was love
I made myself believe
and I was confident he was
a star that had burned out of its infatuation.
and no longer existed in my
fully occupied universe

But this eclipse
is taking me for a spin
for my eyes have betrayed me
and have become hypnotized
by the luring darkness
upon the stolen, reflected light
of the moon
And here I helplessly stand
right where I started off
debating with the conflicting voices in my head
my mind is unstable again
and I no longer am
assured and confident.
I'm lacking all that will allow me to succeed
For you have choosen to revive into my
perflectly aligned life

I must have failed to see your growing strength
failed to see your resistance against
the spell of death I had casted
and you again bloom with determination
like the overpowering weed
in a rosebed.
Pick at you I may
but your rebirth I may never prevent
For as strange as it may appear
you belong amongst these
fragile roses

The beauty
is the simple fact that you
acknowledge me
And the frustration
is not knowing what comes after this spin
and where in the universe I will land.

I must be blinded
and deprived of control
in order to remove the curtain I have created
over this open window which reveals all I have ignored for so long
This profound truth
fills the sky
in which all of my universe is filled with.
I cannot deny you.
Cannot avoid you.
Wherever this spin will
pick, twist and throw me
I do know that I will land
with the knowledge that
It always was love.

Sabrina, this poem doesn't hide its meaning, so there seems no reason to suggest 'possible meanings'. Is it your composition? If so, you would do better to post it in the User Submitted Poetry page, and ask for comments there.