Re: After the Titanic
Posted by:
Emer (---.as1.cld.dublin.eircom.net)
Date: June 20, 2022 12:02PM
After the Titanic
Derek Mahon
They said I got away in a boat
And And humbled me at the inquiry. I tell you
I sank as far that night as any
Hero. As I sat shivering on the dark water
I turned to ice to hear my costly
Life go thundering down in a pandemonium of
Prams, pianos, sideboards, winches,
Boilers bursting and shredded ragtime. Now I hide
In a lonely house behind the sea
Where the tide leaves broken toys and hatboxes
Silently at my door. The showers of
April, flowers of May mean nothing to me, nor the
Late light of June, when my gardener
Describes to strangers how the old man stays in bed
On seaward mornings after nights of
Wind, takes his cocain and will see no one. Then it is
I drown againwith all those dim
Lost faces I never understood, my poor soul
Screams out in the starlight, heart
Breaks loose and rolls down like a stone.
Include me in your lamentations.
Sorry about that, I assumed people knew the poem. It's written about Bruce Ismay, and from his viewpoint. He was the manager of the White Star Line which built the Titanic. He was 49 at the time of the disaster and while about 1550 of the 2206 passengers died, his survival instincts took over and he jumped into a partly filled lifeboat as it was about to be lowered, and lived to regret it. After his public vilification as J. "Brute" Ismay, he became a recluse and eventually died a broken man.
Incidently, it proved me wrong because I assumed that since, for her, everything is based on religion, she was just trying to find a biblical reference. Now I can see where she's coming from, eventhough I still disagree.